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12:11 p.m. - 2004-02-26 So, my plans now are to save up a lot of money in the next six months and go back to Pai for 6 months and paint. I can have an exhibition there if I like. I will also have a great place to stay for only �25 a month. So let's just say I have been given a fantastic opportunity that I don't want to fuck up. I'm toying with the idea of flying out ot Florida and sharing a room with Steph and getting some kind of job that gets good tips. Its a bit risky, but I can't afford a deposit on a flat here and I'll be able to move into my sister's flat in London soon anyway. It's hard not having a base. I feel like a hobo. I'm aware that I'm at a crossroads, a pivotal moment in my life and I have quite a few options, but which route do I take? The most sensible or the riskiest and most thrilling? I believe in taking risks, it pays to take chances and be brave. If it wasn't for my time limit of six months until Pai, I'd do any crazy old thing, but Pai is the one and only plan I'm sticking to.
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