1:59 a.m. - Sunday, Apr. 26, 2020
The news that they will let us exercise after May 2nd actually depressed me. All my Madrid based friends thought it was great news. I just thought so what? It’s not enough. Everything will still be shut. Life out there will be sad and dull. Unless they open the park it makes no difference to me. I can go for a longer walk and work off this small muffin top at least.
I’ve been reminiscing about the Albanian I dated. He was the sexiest guy I’ve ever been with and now probably will ever be with. I wish I was locked down with him. I’m tempted to message him. Maybe he’s single and we can flirt and send each other hot selfies. But that’s dangerous and a bit sad isn’t it? He probably thought I was an idiot middle aged woman clinging onto her last few years of youth. Funny that I still feel 10 years younger
Life is short. The good bits anyway. Savour them. I’ve been with a lot of men and probably only really fancied 3 of them. That’s why I’m not into dating. Is that because there’s something wrong with me..?